As a caregiver, I live in two realities- one of wanting my husband to live forever but also understanding he may not.
As a caregiver, I am doing everything possible to help my husband live a long life despite his cancer.
A second reality is that my husband could die of cancer, and I could be alone.
I must live in the possibility of both realities, which at times leads to feelings of guilt.
Living with a terminal illness can feel complicated for everyone involved.